2011 is coming!!New year started!^^

5..4..3..2..1..HAPPY 2010!!
yaya...when  the 11.59pm last day of the year 2010..all the worlds are countdown-ing the new year coming!!
haha...the time passes quickly...1year=12month=365days have passed....The 2010 year was "past tense",and the 2011 is take over the place of 2010 became the new year and it started now!

Even is a new year started now,i still think it is quite nothing special than usual dayXD
haha...i still is myself.."I AM WHO I AM"..hee...but i still will hope that all my related friends and relatives will get a more smoothly life in the 2011 and have a happy life^^
(Yoyo....Aaron..cheer up and work hard a!!It is a new year already..dun keep like the last year so lazy le>
talking to myself >



笔于
2011年1月1日
10.50am.

Decadent life-->Fall Gemini@Aaron

Time flies fast....the period of my semester 5 will be end soon...
but i still live as a decadent life everydays....
shit....how i became that....??
is it i ady fall to the hopeless...spent my daily life as ignorant==
"sleep at 6 am sumthing thn wake at 2pm sumthing...." suck life>
wtf...><
my life fully reversed during the day and night!!!
(please...i need some power to let me going to work hard..i need a life goal....erm..maybe i still confused in this world?)---->"lol...some rubbish excuse to cover my fault><"
"aaaarrrrrrrrrrr......"
maybe i will better 2moro....i promised.......wish all bless me......

笔于
2010年11月11日
12.35am

不一样的想法........

人
有好多好多的不同
并不是每一个人对事情,对事物都是同样的想法
在现今的社会和现今的时代
人
还是保留着各自不同的观念和想法
我想
我是属于跑在时代前段想法的人吧
很多人在意的一些事情对我来说
我反倒并不怎么在意
很多人介意的一些事
我也并不是特别在意
敢问
现今在这社会上
谁敢说自己是好人？？？
谁敢说自己的想法一定正确
别人和自己不一样
那就是错的？
有谁给于这些想法一定的评论呢？？
没有吧？
想法...就好像一个人的特征
怎样的想法
就反映了怎样的一个人
姐弟恋..对多数的女生来说
并不是少见的
但也并不是多数的女生都接受得来
很奇怪的是
很多男生都会倾心于小于自己的女生
反之我却例外==（怪胚）
我较易被成熟和有魅力的年长女性吸引
这造成我的一些不便XD
haha
因为
在我出生活着的这年代
女生还是潜意思中保留着古老的思念
认为
必须找年老于自己的男生才会快乐
真的是这样吗？？没试过又怎能知道呢？？假使试了发现彼此合适呢？
干吗不给自己和对方一个机会呢？真是奇怪的人类阿......
不一样的想法=不一样的人
世界才会精彩特别吧？
haha


笔于
2010年10月10日
4.33am

不幸的---Holidays.....

Unfortunately...i injured my left knee in my holidays..>
Busy in this sembreak...help my brother to work to got the money for a new phone due my old phone spoiled already..
Finally i knew the tough of work and knew the money is not so easy to get...Haiz...i am felt sorry to my family cos spend money without know the tough b4....SORRY...
Go eat "Rojak" today with my  3 friends--Weiloon,Zheng Shun and Wen Sheng,...^^even i cant walk fast and proper..but i still dun hope stay at home>
haha...i am too activeXD
whatever i felt tired recently after work,..but i still enjoying this type of life ..have friends and family accompanying me in this holidays..this why i felt satisfied ....XD
ok la...that's all that i can "report" in my bored holidays...

笔于
2010年9月29日
7:03pm

人生的看法~writen by Aaron

人生..到底是怎样的一个词呢？那对于人生..人类又抱着怎样的看法呢？
刚才突然在msn遇到了我一个很久没聊得网友..她正处于心情低落的mode..她对我说了很多我似懂非懂的话...但是我知道...她说的那些...我都将会有机会经历...我都一定会要经历...因为这或许是所谓的.."人生"?
她说..人生或许就像一个大圆圈..把所有有关联的人们都关在圈内..循环着....
我倒觉得..人生是一个大圆圈里还混着大大小小不同的圈...把人们的一生都包围着...
再怎么说..以我现在的年纪..想要真正了解"人生"..好像是有点难了...不过...我一直都坚信...
我一定会活出自己的人生...而且一定不逊色于其他人的人生...
或许是时候对自己的心灵进行提升了...来提高自己的心智...以面对接下来人生中的种种"圈圈"
.....
最近迷恋上了这首歌...."Love the way you lie"
很特别的唱法..我很喜欢...尤其是歌名...喜欢你说谎的方式..
我相信很多人也一定会有同样的感触吧？
即使知道了某人是在说谎..却心甘情愿的被骗...这或许就是喜欢他说谎的方式吧？在此..我希望与大家一起分享这首歌...希望你们喜欢..

笔于
2010年9月6日
3:25am

Semester break--Started!!yoohoo...^^

Finally..after fighting with my final exam...the semester 4 of my IT course was----END...The time was slipped so fast without waiting us..i think that is meaningful..we sure want treasured the every moment that we were experienced in the world...because that nobody can predict what will happen in next second...
Today is my first day of semester break..i awake early for prepared going back my lovely hometown--Johor>
erm...just now...chat with my Ex-gf at fb...she suddenly told me...she was missing u...i am shocked and told that...dun joke with me...because she was the one want broken with me...now told me she was missing me..how she want me to believe her again after she was hurt me so deep?but i am happy that i am no hate her anymore now..and i still wish her always happy in her life...^^i am good guyXDhaha..
Before the last exam day...i finally got chance chat with my dear friend--meiyen...she long time alreally dint online in her msn le...harm me keep waiting sheXDmiss her so much...really miss her...because she is the gal that i respect...^^okay la...continue my life description next time ba^^felt wanna play game with my "bad"friend leXDwakaka...wish all my friends and relatives live with happyness^^

Life of a Gemini--Aaron

"LIFE" ,this word to me ,just have the means included many types of feelings,such as pleasure, pain, loneliness and emptiness.This few types of feelings just can created a complete life to us.For me,i am a Gemini,some books showing that Gemini is a such Changeable Constellation.and i think so.Maybe u will saw me tears a few minutes before but when u come see me ,u will see me smile after a few more minutes...

Recently,i felt quite tired of my suck life.A lot of assignment need to rush,the final exam also steps near to me soon.Still have 3 assignments want to rush within  2 weeks and the final exam also want reach within 2 weeks also.Felt stress to my life now,even that,i still force myself pretend nothing in front of the others.I admit that i am A PERFECT pretender!i just scared alone !i just dont want be alone!Alone will make me thinks more negative..so..i became a completely GEMINI as the books said..i became a "flower" guy.i dont the real meaning of the love.i cant felt "love" in my life..i became a lier....A lier no consider the result of others...But!now...i really hope can be change..i already 19 this year and 2010 also already wanna finish as soon.The steps of TIME never stop for me,so i will became older and older,so i need became more mature than the before.i wan change my life to a life that i wish.The mature guy just will let the life became more colourful...that is my own thinking laXD

i always believe in my own thinking...so..Wish me all the best la!hehe...

If u read my post here and dun mind,u can read my facebook profile and my page also^^thanks...

facebook profile:http://www.facebook.com/xiang.yun1?ref=hpbday&pub=2386512837#!/Aaron052691

My page:http://www.facebook.com/pages/Muar-Malaysia/Aron-Chuen-Jiunn/299164592111

我喜欢? 不....我爱....?

我喜欢 不 我爱-严爵
最近的我真的是很奇怪....得失心好强.....一点点的得失就能影响我的情绪...我很不喜欢....
然后在一个偶然的机缘下...我看到了这首歌的MV...也听了这首歌几遍了....听着听着....总是有些感触....真的一直重复回想着以前的一切....是不是一句"我喜欢你"也能换回一句同样的话呢？？haiz...但是...我不喜欢你.....我爱你....
希望你们会喜欢这首歌....

 

我喜欢你的眼   看着我的眼

我喜欢你的脸   贴着我的脸

我喜欢你的手   牵着我的手

我喜欢你的口   吻着我的口

时间在改变      你不要改变

因为我爱你      不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易

我爱你  真的是很爱你  所以想

就这样继续爱下去

因为我爱你 不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去


因为我爱你 不想要你放弃爱情
友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去


因为我爱你 不想要你放弃爱情

友情这段得来不易
我爱你 真的是很爱你 所以想
就这样继续爱下去






jaychou(song's name)

好想拥有一台'时光机' 可以让我'回到过去' 有'彩虹'出现的地方 呼吸着'甜甜的'空气 尝着你酿的'麦芽糖 '当'枫'叶飘落的时候

心里下着绵绵的'心雨' 我们'说好的幸福呢' 你应该忘了吧 在'浪漫手机里' 还留着我们'蒲公英的约定 '跟你失去联络就像'断了的玄'一样

对我'说了再见' 再也找不回我们的'暗号 '所以我决定'一路向北'走下去 希望能对你说声'好久不见' 你还好吗 为什么明明想靠近

却'开不了口'那是因为怕换来一句冷酷的'对不起' 或许是'我不配' 我会把这些回忆变成'最长的电影' '给我一首歌的时间'好吗

让我可以重新飞回'爱的飞行日记里' 相信这世上会有'简单爱'的发生 因为我已经开始对'星晴'的天空这颗那颗流星大喊了

奇迹一定会出现在'我的地盘的.

MY BIRTHDAY^^

Hehe....i seldom wake up so early in morning....so happy....because received so many wishes in my facebook wall.....26 May..is my birthday...i am so touching..because i guess i will just received some wishes from my friends....but how i know....i already received more then 60++ wishes in my facebook wall...

haha....anyway i really needed to say.."thanks a lot to u all..."

i didnt so happy long time already...wish all my dream can come true...wish all my dearest friends can happy always...hope this year will be the best year to me...and to everybody that concern me....let us gambate together ba!!

this few pictures are recently of me!!hee...

Lonely Night.....Aaron..

Lonely-haiz.....suddenly felt so LONELY....what happen to me....?why i will feel so sadness.....why..i will think want crying....(this is my status now....4.20am 28/03/2010)
after done my presentation of mobile devices....i check about the time...then i just know i am too concentrate in my work....time slip so fast...i already do my work as long as 4hrs(12am-4am)
Hungry-arg.......i am so hungry now ah!!(4.24am)but dont have anything can be find to eat in my home==me so pity a..T.T even the instant mee also finished?!swt....who can bring me the food??
Energetic-swt....why i so energetic now?already 4.40am le ah><
OK la.....rest awhile....then clean my thing ...after that...can going to bed lo^^good night !everyone^^

表面"开心"的人-我...

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴
没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！
他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。
他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。


他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。 他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。
 
是否...我也是这样的人呢？？？为什么....我真的好讨厌...一个人...即时是一妙也好...我都不希望自己是一个人....我不想一个人的时候...想着自己以前的事....我好怕.......真的好怕......哭....真的会好吗？？哭...真的会让我很难过......

无常..的人生....

人活着的这一秒...永远都不会知道...下一秒将会发生的任何事.... 生命....就是这样的脆弱.... 人生...就是这样的短暂..... 珍惜现在所拥有的....别在突然失去后才后悔...... 今天或许是笑着过..... 明天的事...谁能预料到呢？？ 好好的活在今天....把握所拥有的今天.....
是不是生命都是这样渺小和脆弱的呢？？？
10/3/2010(12pm)我刚起身...他突然走过来告诉我说...他大姐早上时去世了....我真的是愣在当场了.....还记得第一次见到他大姐的时候...他大姐给我的印象是属于一个很有个性...很坚强的女强人.....但是....真是天意弄人....朋友....你一定要节哀啊！！！我还有其它很多人都很关心你的...可别想太多了....记得好好照顾你的身体啊...权...阿高,阿况,阿梁和义龙我们这些朋友都很关心你的....希望你会好好照顾自己.....加油啊!朋友.....

Elegant?Normal?

Someone are look like elegant then other people since they were born....
Someone are look just like very normal as most of the people in the world since they were born...
Is it the destiny of us decided when we just came to this world??Is it we cant fight the fate for our future??
i am unsatisfied to my life now....i am unsatisfied to the world now...I am UNSATISFIED!!

Even though i unsastified to this...i am still a human...i am still wan live in this unfair world...haiz....so ill about all the things ....just can believe my future will be more nicer then my imagine...i will do my best to let my FUTURE be the NICEST!!

Already 3.32am in 10/3/2010(wednesday)...i am still energetic...This status most of the people called it as sleepless><

why i alway so emotionally?i dont want >

Philip's Birthday^^

2010/3/08>>>>Yesterday is my housemate's birthday...The lucky guy is Philip=P..His name like the brand of electronic machine>with him...the movie is nice...the soloman was very cool>
erm....we back at 9.15pm...feel tired when i reached student house...cos since 3pm until back....we were stayed in One Utama for fun>

玩乐的周末^^

6/3/2010

1.20pm: 起身，冲凉刷牙....hehe....懒惰起身啊==

2.00pm:上网看我的facebook...与Evaleeming相约去OneUtama看电影^^

2.30pm:搭德士去one utama

3.00pm:买了<花田喜事>的票...hehe

5.25pm:看完电影咯....真的是很好笑哦！！hehe....很无厘头......

5.40pm:继续排队买第二场的票 =P买了

6.00pm:hehe...和eva 在one utama 打pool....教她如何打...好好笑哦

6.30pm:看戏时间咯^^

8.30pm:感人的故事哦！！！...真的很好看下....主角身手很好下...凭着坚决地信念...最后终于到达所要去的地方了....在完成自己的使命后....就离世了...

在jusco闲逛了下...买了片鸡排...

9.40pm:回到student house 了！！好累...不过很充实咯...haha

10.00pm:在和我的housemate闲聊=P

11.00pm:终于可以好好享用我买的鸡排了...haha...弄热它....再煮了快熟面来吃...真的是满足阿...haha....

7/3/2010

今天呢？就很普通啦...1.15pm起身了....照常刷牙冲凉...然后Evaleeming就问我吃了吗...haha..当然是还没咯,....就越好一起就吃我们的"早午餐"...haha....吃KFC哦....hehe...很久没吃下了...yummy^^...之后又是在student house"吹水"了....hahahaha.....今天还真的是.....好闷啊！！

好累.....心？还是身体？

夜

已很深了....

寂寞...孤寂...悄悄地找上我...

此时的我

感到无比的疲累.....

在迷茫中..

走失了自己....

是心在呐喊吗？

还是身体

已经承受不住...

这漫无止境的寂寞所带来的....累！

是遗忘...?

还是失落...?

烦啊！！

感触良多?? or....胡思乱想??Just want be a CHILD^^

是不是...每次的相遇...都只是差肩而过...?是不是...每次的离别...都是最后的相聚？为什么....我始终有寂寞的感觉....?我到底缺少了什么...?haiz....到底有谁能告诉我呢？？？告诉我...我少了什么？？为什么会不由自主地流泪的？？？是泪腺坏了吗？？？还是自己傻了？

     岁月.,...真的是毫不留情啊....我今年竟然已经19？！haha....是可喜？还是可悲的一年呢？随着年龄的增长....我开始越来越懂事了....也开始越来越烦了....到底我的目标在哪？？我的方向呢？？好迷茫><算啦...走一步...算一步吧?
     是我习惯了夜睡....？还是我的身体根本就不想去睡呢??害怕？担心？还是....想念...?
好平凡的一天...又这样过去了.....erm....该收拾好心情了.....加油啊！！！春俊aaron！

莫名其妙@Me

这几天的我真的好奇怪....情绪好不稳定....一直在胡思乱想....我到底是怎么了？WAT HAPPEN TO ME?!I dun want like that le...haiz...maybe because time pass too fast le ba?i feel that my time is no enough to use....i WAN more time to use....the Presentation,Assignment and Exam are coming soon...So BORED>

Hehe^^尽兴与疲累的day

College's life is really so relax lo...haha...Today,after my Math class,me and 6 classmates go One Utama watched movie.the movie was called Universal Soldiers....that is a Bloodly film..but is quiet shOck...haha..see the soldiers spout out the blood when was killed by the enemy...the screne is so amazing...haha...nice action movie^^durong watched the movie..the time sliped faster then normal days...haha...just a while was already 7pm...I decided went KFC to take my dinner with my friends(Wai Kit & Quan).We encountered our classmate(Heng) there...then we decided went play basketball in near round basketball field..so enjoy my college'life now...hehe...sastifying in my PJ's life now...hehe..fullness  & playful...ok la..want have a rest now le...or not will mati...haha...

A TIRED D@y-Zzzzzz

college'life is relaxable??maybe have many people will think like that gua??haha..actually i also think like that before me intake my college....lol...even now i still have this mind....after class finished go watch movie..then go out sport...Yamcha with a lot of friends...then this type of life  was called college's life le ba?haha....today evening go my college playing basketball with my classmate...haha...when we just reach there...the heaven was already rainy..but we also dun too mind that..still play with happy...even the land is so slipperly..me and my classmate(Loo)also enjoy playing basketball in a rainly day...so excited!haha...after this go out take my dinner with my housemate(Philip)He keep saying want diet..but till the last..he also cant stand out the feeling ..go out eat with me..hehehe....dunno what reason...today i feel very tired..maybe the heart feel tired le ba???haiz....so hope have a people can hug me tidely..let me feel some warm....i really fell...so lonely...in every midnight..just me no sleep yet in my student house>

LazY TiMe@@

Today is the FIRSTday i stay in the student house in my 3rd Sem....erm....because i was resit my OS exam yesterday(swt)....so i cant back Muar with my friend ...miss my mum's cook...Late sleep in this MORNING (6.10am)..so just sleep untill now jut wake up...haha...got some uncomfortable le....so boring at here(PJ)...Dont know can do what in this Boring Saturday>

普通的一天><

hehe....又是个闷热的星期天.....又得从麻坡（muar）做两个小时的车到我的student house ...真的是很累....决定了！这学期不要每个星期回了....两个星期回一次吧....嗯..就这样吧...
今天的晚餐是妈妈特地为我做的爱心晚餐....hehe..吃得都很窝心....妈妈煮的东西真的是很好吃！！hehe...请我朋友喝了我妈炖的姜鸡汤了....他直说好喝^^当然啦...我妈炖得耶！hehe..这就是我普通的星期天了.....晚了...睡觉咯^^

郁闷的这几天@@@@@@

为什么人总是这样脆弱？？只是为了一些小事就会闷闷不乐？haiz............最近这几天真的是好心烦........我真的不想一直这样烦下去了......haiz...也不知道有多久没流泪了....还记得最后一次流泪的时候好像是和..."她"分手的时候吧.....但是....久违的眼泪好像害怕我遗忘它似的......竟然在昨夜悄悄地来打扰我......这好像是我过了这么久...又流的泪水吧？

今天的心情还是一样的烦....虽然回到自己的家是比较温暖...但是还是在烦着些事...不过在家里...还真的是舒服...呵呵.,...能吃到妈妈煮的饭菜....真的是好吃哦！呵呵....算啦..不开心还是得一样过日子....船到桥头自然直.....希望尽快不要烦了....也希望和我有关系的所有亲人和朋友都快快乐乐的过每一天....平平安安的过每一年....

非常不开心的一天@@

argue with my friends 2day again...suck..i hate like tat..tat make me feel i am alone....i am so dislike the feeling of lonely.....haiz...y alway argue just because some small things...y my friends cant understanding me???haiz..watever la...already pass...hope can quick fine with my friends...